vagabond

ok. so i've been feeling better. you know that scene in "(500) days of summer" where tom finally gets out of bed and starts drawing and dreaming again? that's how i feel. i woke up this morning around 6am, which i never do, and couldn't go back to sleep. i laid there until 7am, turned on "boy meets world", ate breakfast, started laundry, did some charitable giving, and then sort of threw up. but not too much! so then i did more laundry and ate more and now i'm blogging. ah. i will prevail. i know week 12 isn't some magical number that means i won't get morning sickness anymore, but it helps me to know it's here and i should start feeling better SOON. sweet relief. i prayed last night without crying once. that's a huge milestone for me! i didn't cry ONCE yesterday. at all! wow. i was one big hormone for so long. my body is starting to cope. actually, what's happening is quite scientific. around this time in a pregnancy, the hormones stop being produced by the ovaries and start being produced by the baby and placenta. i think. something like that. geez. i really retain knowledge these days. anyway. the point is, i'm feeling more like myself. i bought my first maternity clothes yesterday. i think i might be more fashionable as a pregnant woman than i was before. seriously.

You don't need to know what I do all day
It's as much as I know watch it waste away
'Cause I'll tell you everything about living free
Yes, I can see you girl, can you see me?